I came to a conclusion (yesterday), I'm glad I got the part of Brenna (one of Beauty's sisters). Here's my philosophisies on it. People (who don't really know me) think I'm a freak, because I mesh really well with people from certain groups but not in the group itself. And if people can't handle me as my normal self, they would damn near die if they got to see the sweeter more intimate side of me because that's what Beauty's part would have done, it would have shown that deeper more hidden side of me that I'm not sure I want or am ready to show the world. Besides made a costume design for me and I really want her to make it!! Lol anyway, yea that's my scoop on it.